I’ve been experiencing “writer’s block” (let’s pretend that I’m an actual writer) since last month and up till now I feel like I have a lot in mind but a few words to say. Well, i think that would explain how I almost abandoned this place.
Weeks have passed and I just ended each day doing the same things, talking to the same people and sleeping at night feeling unproductive. I’ve been a little rude to myself for not actually making any sense and just took life for granted. Maybe I just got used to doing the same old stuff i do and lived life lacking inspiration. I kind of set aside my dreams for a while and forgot how obsessed I am with the future. How I make those scenarios in my head and be so optimistic about them every single day. I got lost for a moment there.
But don’t worry, I don’t think I’ll lose myself for no reason at all or for whatever reason.Ha ha.
There are times when we try to be someone else and live a different life but we have to accept the fact that we can’t easily escape from reality. We can change but we can never run away from who we really are.